I started watching M*A*S*H SEASON 1 EPISODE 1 on Friday the 13th and will watch each episode until I am finished. I think I will finish by the end of the month but maybe I will pace myself to make it last a little longer. The monotony of work and sleep is killing me.
Officially I will be out of this country on July 14th I can't wait.
I am making a calendar and trying to make the best of it at YBM for another month and a half. Waking up at 445 and coming home at 10:30pm is getting old and too damn repetitive.
Today represents 60 more days. I have less than 50 in my house though and sadly I fear for my wife. I know she loves Korea because she hasn't been privy to experiencing anything else.
I flat out hate it here I have made many mistakes throughout my tenure here including being too honest. I have prematurely ripped my job, the culture everything but I still stand on my experience. I have lost some friends and have squandered opportunities because of my attitude and yet I have challenged myself to reach new heights.
Every time I have had a culture setback I have asked myself if I had been wrong to question the problem at hand.
I am wrong.
No matter what there are 1000 Koreans or more for each foreigner here making it impossible to to clearly state my case. Its Korea's country and a country where English learning will never save them.
They come to me wanting clear English but they walk away with their minds clogged with ignorance. In conclusion, Koreans will never successfully or adequately use their English skills in a practical Universal way.
3 years ago I felt like I was the most open minded person having roommates from various countries, learning Spanish and trying my best to enjoy international experiences. Oh how my heart longs for America...
I have totally given up here a handful of people who are mostly Koreans will forever be special to me and the rest can all go to hell. I hope that the sea swallows this country after I leave. I certainly won't miss it.
M*A*S*H a show about the Korean war, A war where many Americans died trying to help this country and the thanks I get has been 1. a woman who still hasn't paid me. 2. A job that cut me without giving me a chance. and 3. heartache because people never learned how to deal with a foreigner.
Off to Gumi land now a quick painful walk in the park and it will be back to hurry your fucking ass up life in Busan.
lets frolic uh?
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